RAMAI REBAH DI PINTU JALAN
O ye who believe! Ask not questions about things which, if made plain to you, may cause you trouble. But ask about things when the Qur'aan is revealed- Al-Maaida 5 : 101
An Nahl : 89
Al Qur'aan is a Guide for those who submit
I began the hijrah of my soul through the doorway of aql by questioning the norm. For the Qur’aan itself commands: “Will you not reflect? Do they not contemplate?” My questioning was not out of rebellion, but out of longing to know between Al Haq and Al Batiila.
Likened myself to Young Sheldon 😅, and when questioning again and again, it did not sit well with the Al Taghuts I met in classes I attended. That was when my journey Alone with the Alone begin, no more Al Taghuts and that was the best decision I have ever made.
Al Furqaan : 30
Then the Messenger will say: "O my Lord! Truly my people took the Qur'aan as a constitution that is no longer valid"
When an āyat of the Qur'aan is rehearsed to a Syeikh or a scholar, their tongues hurriedly intercept >> “This means otherwise,” or “This is not how it should be understood.” When quoting Ellaha's commandments in the Qur'aan, some Al Murids refuses to accept saying that it does not coincide with what was prescribed to them in their syariat. Why is there such great denial in His verses? I am confused and these left me utterly flabbergasted. And I wondered, why must His Word be imprisoned by borrowed meanings?
So I asked myself > if Islam is One deen, why so many divisions? If Truth is One, why the debate and arguments? If amal ibadah from the ways of Al Taghuts is the only true way, why so many Muslims around the world are suffering with humiliation? Hence, I saw that the Qur'aan is One deen One Truth One Reality, but mirrors of perception are different, brain and hearts are many. Therefore, I sensed that disagreement is born when people start to worship and idolize the aql of their understanding instead of surrendering to the One who reveals the One Truth.
An Nisaa : 82
Verily, do they not tadabbur the Qur’aan?
I started hijrah by scrutinizing the Qur'aan diligently and faithfuly everyday for years, in deep taffakur, longing, yearning and majnun and His Treasures of diamonds and rubies opened right before my very eyes. From that day on, I only follow Al Furqaana as my deen and my guide because it is structured by my Creator who knows me more than any creation does.
I want to be like the birds, the bees and the ants, the dolphins and whales, the flowers that bloom so much dispersing fragrance of immense sweetness. I want to be like the Sun and the Moon, the Stars and the universe because they all are brimming happily with His treasures and their life is magically woven into His rahmat, transcending beautifully, intelligent beyond human, need not struggle for food enjoying life to the fullest and there is so much Love in the way Ellaha created them that you can clearly see every stroke of life initiated with such exquisite detail > no flaws no grieve! If that is not Love, I don't know what it is. This is LOVE so enormously gigantic and larger than life. Whoever does not want that?
I am the dust on the path of Muhammad - Rumi
If you want to know your "self" .. study Prophet Muhammad - Ibn Arabi
And when Truth is seen with the eyes of Love, now you will understand when His awliyaa says that God created the heavens and the earth so beautiful for Muhammad >> that is us! We are all His Muhammad, if you have tasted LOVE only then you can understand "Muhammad."
Al Anbiyaa : 105 - 106
The earth (El'Ar'do) will be inherited by (Yarithu-haa) MY servants, the Solehuun (Es'Soalihuun Ebaadi). Indeed (Inna), there is (La) Balaaghan in (Fii) this (Haaza) for (Li) people (Qaw'min) who are the servants of Ellaha (Ääbidiin)
Al Maun : 4
And woe to those Al Mursallin who is not in sync/online/aligned/synchronized/coherent with the Qur'aan
When one's deen and ibadah is sincere and is in sync/coherent/aligned/synchronized, twin-copy paste, online, self-same with the Qur'aan it changes your life in ways unimaginable. And this hijrah continues and flows from noise to absolute silence, from arguments to inner witnessing, from borrowed idol of certainty to direct and total reliance (tawakal) to Ellaha alone. 💓For above every possessor of knowledge is One who is All Knowing All Wise and above All Knowing stands the Knower Himself >> everything will fanaa and baqaa only His face. And for that matter, I testify that I am a servant of Ellaha and Al Qur'aanan for as long as my soul lives.
Al Maaida : 16
With the Qur'aan, Ellaha guideth those who seek His pleasure to ways of peace and safety, and lead them out of darkness, by His will, unto the Light, guideth them to a siraat that is straight
I was stamped as SESAT, WAY OUT OF PATH! just because I follow the ways of the Qur'aan, in a fanatic kind of way 💓 Way out of whose path, may I ask? The path of the common run or His path? But when asked questions from ayaats I gave, silence became their only word. When a debate is lost, slander become their only tool!
Az Zumar : 61
And Ellaha will save those who fear, always aware and take heed of Him alone (Attaqwa) to their place of safety, condition of success (Mafaazati-him')
No evil will touch them. Nor will they ever grieve
Ellaha, He is the Creator of all things
And He is Al Wakiil > our Trustee, our Disposer of Affairs, our Guardian
To Him belong the keys of the heaven and the earth
And they who disbelieve in His verses, it is they who are the losers!
Now let this sink in!!!
Muhammad broke many idols in the world, so that religious
communities were only saying, "O our Sustaining Lord!"
If it had not been for Muhammad's efforts, you also would have
worshiped idols like your ancestors
Maulana Jalaluddin Rumi
Narrated by `Umar r.a :
I heard the Prophet saying, "Do not exaggerate in praising me as the Christians praised the son of Mary, for I am only a Slave. So, call me the Slave of Illahi and His Apostle"
Sahih Bukhari 3445. Book 60, Hadith 115
Here are the Questions asked that fell silent to this very day ..... unveiled >>
What the Prophet has warned us about!.png)
What Ellaha says about taqlid!
Surah 43 Az Zukruf : 14 - 15 & 19 is in sync and tally with Yunus 10 : 10 when Ellaha says, at the end of their dakwaan is "all praises belong to Rabbul'aalaamiin" yet they praises other than He >>
Figuring out the meaning of Yunus 10 : 10 by establishing His ayaats and formed them into a picture, this is what I saw and understood about llahuma > 2 gods in our tahiyyat and using my aql in a taffakur kind of way and asking, "did the Prophet said the same word in his tahiyyat since the Prophet said to follow his way of solaat?" Can anyone answer me with a proof and hujah from His Qalam and not that of the qalam of man, since the qalam of man in no way can delete the Qalam of Ellaha!
Yunus : 11 says about Yunus 10 clearly, without a doubt.
Your zahir and batin did not stand, ruku and sujud firmly in your soul when you recite Al Fatiha 5 times a day if you take other god as your wakil, Al Taghuts, syariat of man and put them besides Ellaha and His syariat whilst He is the One and Only Al Wakil. Did you not even reason?
Al Ankabuut : 63
Dan sesungguhnya jika engkau bertanya kepada mereka yang musyrik itu: "Siapakah yang menurunkan hujan dari langit, lalu Ia hidupkan dengannya tumbuh-tumbuhan di bumi sesudah matinya?" Sudah tentu mereka akan menjawab: "Ellahi." Ucapkanlah: "Alhamdulillah" (sebagai bersyukur di atas pengakuan mereka) namun, kebanyakan mereka tidak memahami hakikat tauhid dan pengertian syirik
At Tauba : 33
Orang musyrik tidak menyukai syirik di hapuskan
I tell you this, I witness in real time how friends and some Al Murids, turning their faces away when only Ellaha is mentioned. And I told myself, to bring His Truth to hardwired brains is a great and a difficult task and them not accepting His Word makes me speechless. Who in the right mind would deny His verses by reasons that His verses does not tally with what their forefathers had taught them?
Al An'aam : 107
Dan jika Ellaha menghendaki, nescaya mereka tidak mempersekutukanNya; dan Kami tidak menjadikan kamu wahai Muhammad penjaga dan pengawal mereka, dan kamu bukan wakil mereka
Following authority>>
And those who follow blindly (taqlid buta); We sent not a messenger except that they said: "Verily, we only follow the ways of our forefathers" - Az-Zukhruf : 23
Walis of Ellaha said "faith inherited without understanding is fragile when tested." For them, true belief must be "strengthened through deep tafakkur" until it matures into Al Yakin. Honest questioning does not weaken faith; rather, it purifies it from taqlid > imitation and habit. Knowledge without humbleness is a veil. Once learning feeds a seeker's arrogance, it distances the seeker from the Real and the Truth.
An Nisaa : 45
Ellaha is enough for a Protector, and Ellaha is enough for a Helper
An Nisaa : 132
Ellaha is sufficient as a Guardian (it is He who governs and have control over all things)
On you shall have no fear nor shall you ever grieve (Qs 10 : 62; Qs 2 : 62). This is a promise made by Our Creator, if we submit to Him alone. Yet look at the news! What happened to nations when they hand over their overall affairs in the hands of man and the Al Taghuts? There are only sorrow, chaos, humiliation and sufferings whilst animals eat, love, sing, dance and play. How can you not see? Do you not even ponder nor reflect?
Al-Anfaal : 53
Because Ellaha will never change the grace which He hath bestowed on a people until they change what is within their own souls (consciousness)
No problem can be solved from the same consciousness that created it - Albert Einstein
A problem cannot be solved by the same mindset and consciousness that causes it. When the inner state changes, guidance and clarity unfolds.
He is the One and Only Guide and Protector
Therefore, let Al Fatiha Al Ikhlaas An Nas stand firm in your very soul if you are siddiq.
Al Fatiha : 5 >> I seek help only from YOU
Al Ikhlaas : 1 - 2 >> Huwa'llahu Ahad Ellahu As Somaadu
An Naas : 5 & 6 >> You are the Rabb, there is no doubt
Al Baqara : 282
Ettaqu'llah, and He will teach you
Although all of the above questions fell silence until today, it was the greatest hikmah. It is due to their silence that I turned only to Ellaha for the Truth, begging Him to teach me. Alhamdulillah 💓 Subhanallah. 💓 This is the hijrah of my life >> stop asking human beings, start asking Ellaha who is All Hearing All Seeing All Knowing.
Al Baqara : 128
My doa when my questions fell silent, and turning to Him was the best decision I ever made.
"O' my Rabb Ar Rahmaan Ar Raheem! Accept me amongst those who submit to You and make those of my descendants umat that submit only to You and show me Your syariat and ibadah that You redha and forgive me my past and accept my sincere repentance, for You are Oft Returning Most Merciful
Ellahu Al Hakim Al Aliim Ar Rasyid the All Knowing Creator. I learned that "guidance is not inherited, nor memorized, nor debated .. it is bestowed upon those who seek." So yeah, why argue over many paths when the Beloved is always calling you through your pain, suffering and questioning! Awliyaa of Ellaha tells us that Truth never come through arguments and debates are all but noise. Light do not argue nor debate, it illuminates! When Ellaha casts Light upon our chest, who can overturn it? My father always said, do not stop at any signpost, walk until He reveal the Truth in your Liqaa with Ellaha.
Keep questioning until the Truth stands firm in your very soul! Pure intention determines the outcome. A question born of humility open doors of Siddiqin; a question born of ego erects walls or hijaab. The Qur’aan does not awaken insaan through coercion, but through an inquiry >> "Will you not use your reason?” Questions are not meant to win arguments, but to stir the dormant soul into awareness of the Real the Truth. A mind that never migrates becomes a prison; a mind that asks sincerely becomes a path, said Syaikh Abdul Qadir Al Jilani.
When not-knowing gives birth to surrender, it becomes an opening. True wisdom appears when one dares to say inwardly: I do not know, therefore O my Rabb, teach me what I know not.
Inner Witnessing
Al Fussilat : 53
We will show them Our signs in the horizon and within their consciousness until it becomes manifest to them that the Qur'aan is the Truth
>>> dari hurof menjadi makna, lalu makna di izin menjadi nyata di dalam diri kamu!
An Nahl : 43
And (Wa) We did not (Maa) send (Ar'sal'naa) before you (Min Qab'li-ka) except (illa) those entrusted with prominent knowledge (Rijaalan) upon whom (ilai'him) We inspired (Nuuhii). Ask (Fas'aluu') of the Ahlul Dhk'ri (Ah'laz' Dhk'ri), if (In) you do (Kuntum') not (Laa) know (Ta'lamuun)
A Guide who has journeyed inwardly with not only the gift of inner witnessing but witness with his eyes (kasyaf) whose faces are bright and whose faces are black. These are the ones who has "left the house" (Al Israa). Such a Guide has witnessed within him His ayats and other ayats became Nur Penyaksian, not through learning from the opinions of others but by clear signs of His ayats rehearsed in real time within his consciousness (anfusihim) soul (Wal Mi'raj).
Al Hajj : 6
Dia Yang Maha Benar perkataanNya
With these witnessing, he declares "my Rabb, Your word is the Truth, Your promises are True" and that in itself makes him fear Ellaha the most. Wahai Rabb, perkataan Mu benar, janji Mu benar and let my entry be amongst those who submit and those who are siddiq.
Az Zumar : 9
Katakanlah lagi (kepadanya): "Adakah sama orang-orang yang mengetahui dengan orang-orang yang tidak mengetahui?"
His awliyaa was able to see with inner clarity the universe as a vast, readable book bursting forth wisdom and they knew the heart as a polished mirror. Both pointed to One Truth and that One reality is not possessed but it is unveiled! As the aql migrates, questions themselves transform. When inner witnessing is gifted upon you, you will finally see clearly that there is only One Truth and One reality and that is all you need to enter into maqam Al Yakin. You stand firm in your faith which become stronger than steel. In this regard, you are forever willing to stand for the Truth, even if the Truth kills you!
And when you stand firm in His Truth after the witnessing, you will no longer be afraid to bring forward His Truth and to declare, "Come! let us gather together, our sons and your sons, our women and your women, ourselves and yourselves: Then let us earnestly pray, and invoke the curse of Ellahi on those who lie!" If any one disputes in this matter with thee, now after (full) knowledge Hath come to thee! - Al-I'Imraan : 61. Hence, no soul should be afraid to declare this, if one is siddiq!
Hijrah of the soul does not change or add nor delete amal ibadah that has already been prescribed and that has already been established. But there is no syariat and ibadah than the ways already prescribed and ordained by Ellaha (syariati'lillahi) and the safest Way for me is to follow closely His Word because amal ibadah depends only upon the redha of Ellaha. And when He redha, everything is magical and life become a blessing and a miracle.💖
An-Nuur : 41
Seest thou not that it is Ellaha Whose praises all beings in the heavens and on earth do celebrate, and the birds with wings outspread? Each one knows its own mode of solaat and tasbih
Birds and other living beings are prescribed ways of solaat and tasbiih and they did not go beyond the limit within which He has ordained them to do, rather they submit faithfully with obedience without adding nor delete what was commanded upon them and that is what I did! I follow closely (salu) the ways of Prophets - Al An'aam : 90 (how they behave, how they doa etc) and I follow the behaviors of birds, the bees, the ants and all living being of the heaven and the earth, because they taught me how to submit to the One and Only faithfully and with total obedience. Birds are not afraid to fly high in the sky, winds and clouds became their friend, nothing seems to hold them. But humans, they scream and is completely shaken just by a mere turbulence. The birds tawakal towards Ellaha ... is beyond what our minds can comprehend.
Al-Kauthar : 2
Therefore, submit (your whole self) to your Lord and cut, disconnect and break it (self) off
Only when the ego "self" or said in another way, when the "Firaun" in your naf obliterates, His ilm' flows and only then miracles happen!
The problem is not absence of knowledge, but the veils of the seeker. Knowledge arises when the heart no longer claims “I know” - ergo the Ego self. The heart become a locus where meaning reveals itself. In such a state, the servant does not possess knowledge rather, knowledge passes through him, as light passes through a glass without leaving a trace of ownership. Hence, knowing becomes "being made known" >> when ego dissolves, reality speaks. Therefore, blessed are those who purifies himself.
We live in a fantasy world, a world of illusion. The greatest task in life is to find Reality
- Iris Murdoch
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