Ahadun Ahad

Brothers, my peace is in my Alone-ness

My Beloved is Alone with me there ........ always 💘

Rabia Al Adawiya r.a

112. Al Ikhlaas : 1 - 2 Huwa'llahu Ahad Ellahu As Somadu  >>> (1 + 1 + 2) 4

Al Ahad (13) >> 13. Ar-Rad'u (Lightning > Speed of Light) >>> (1 + 3) 4

4 Nafs >> mutmainaa mardiah radiah (Al Fajr : 28 - 29) and Kamil (Al Maaida : 15)

13. Ar R'adu : 13 

And thunder and the angels glorifies and repeath His praise and glory!

AS SOMADU (134) >>> (1+3+4) 8  >>>

Qs 8 : 8 Yuhiqqa El'Haqqa Yub'tila El'Baatila

Qs 88 : 8  On that day (Yawma'izin) some faces (Wujuu'un) will be nikmat (Naa'ema’) 

1. Al Zahir (1106) 1+1+0+6 = 8             2. Al Batin ( 62) 6 + 2 = 8  

3. Ashabul Kahfi  = 8                             4. Qibla = 8 mentions (Doors of heaven : 8)

5. Syariati'lillahi = 8 times mentioned in the Qur'aan

8 x 5 = 40 >>> 40. Al Ghafiir : 15  

Mim Ha Mim Dal (Muhammad) 92 (9 + 2) 11  >>  (11 + 4 nafs) 15

5 times solat   >>>  5. Al Maaida : 15 the Light and the Qur'aan  

40. Al Ghafiir : 15

Exalted is He (Rafiiu) in the highest Darjat (Ed'Darajaati), Possessor (Zuu) of the Throne (El'Är'shi), HE casts (Yul'qii) Ar'Ruuh from (Min') HIS command (Am'ri-hi) upon (Älaa) whomever (Man) HE Wills (Yashaau) amongst (Min') HIS servants (Ebaadi-hi) that (Li) He may warn him (Yunzira) the time of his departure  (Yawma-ttalaaq)

Al Hadid your soul in the consciousness of Tawheed and He will lead you to a place of safety in this life and the hereafter, there is no doubt. 

1. Al Fatiha : 6 - Show us the siraat >> 6th ayat Surah 1 >> 61. As Safaat : 6 

61. As Saffat : 6

Giving glad tidings of a Messenger to come after me, whose name shall be AHMAD

(6 >>> 2+3+1) >> 2. Al Baqara : 31

2. Al Baqara : 31

And (Wa) He taught (Ällama) the Children of Adam (Aadama) El'Asmaa'a

1. Al Fatiha :

Al Fatiha : 2 >> Praise (El'Hamdu) to Li'llahi Rabb'ul'Äälamiin

Al Fatiha : 3 >> Er Rah'maani Er' Raheem

Al Fatiha : 1 >> Bis'mi-llahi Er' Rah'maani Er' Raheem

Ahadun Ahad 💕

and His awliyaa declares

"Bismillah your name and find your real name"

insaan, born with a name

a name in the realm of Light (As-Samaa)

a name in the realm of syahadah (Wal-Ardo)

the Prophet's name in Wal Ardo is MUHAMMAD

the Prophet's soul is named AHMAD

in the heavenly realm of Light, As-Samaa, his name is AHAD .... the shadow of His name, Al Ahad

hence he is called the "Praised one" 

the alchemical elixir, the NUR

from the Nuur of the Possessor of As Samaa Wal Ardo

 

Cut off your "name" and fanaa towards His name and baqaa there

even if the world said this is madman, this is sihir

but I named it Tawheed El'Asma'a Was'Sifaat

Did He not say, Fa-aynama tuwallu fa-thamma wajhu'llah? 

wherever you turn, there should only be His face!

Burn! kill your "self" and die before dying 

so that your soul may fade into His glorious names

so that the idol of your Qibla is  annihilated

no more Ego, no more Firaun, Namrud nor Qarun

be the Light walking on earth - Al Hadiid : 28 

Our lovely Prophet was told to follow "milata Ibrahiim imama tawheed"

a command from the Al Haqq 

therefore, submit and behold this Truth!

and let it stand firm in your lovely soul

vanished and depart the idols in you!

hence reasons become ashes

before finishing its arguments and debate

Ellahu nuuru' as'samaa wal'ardo

Light upon Light unto His Light

your shadow confesses

that it was never yours all along

Al Ikhlaas

Be sincere in your devotion to Him alone

and submit your face to His face

practice self abandonment with sincerity

till your “I” forgot how to return 

what remained is only ruku and sujud in total obedience 

the fakir of "self" now crowned as Kingship 

If they asked, “where is your sanity?”

Answer with the Qur’aan that wound you and me:

Say, inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji‘un 

I am from Him

and to Him my madness my insanity my majnun goes  

set your soul free from all worldly gains

and from the cages and torment of coercion 

Ya ayyatuhan nafs muṭma’inna

and return not with your name

but as Love recognizing the One and Only True Love

so that your "death is your wedding with eternity"

Such He created your being in the Beginning, so shall be the return of your being (Qs 7 : 29)

Al Awaalu Al Akhiru

Ahadun Ahad Ahadun Ahad Ahadun Ahad 💕 utters Bilal and all of His awliyaa

a breath entangled, not divorced  

and may this Word be the only Word that reside and resonate in the blissfulness of love in your body, mind and soul on your death bed 💓

أَنَا اللَّهُ لَا إِلَٰهَ إِلَّا أَنَا

Ana'llahu la ilaa ha illa Ana!

>>> and there is nothing else to be perceived, heard, discovered and remembered 💓💞

Maryam Al Jamalulail

Nota Terakhir >> Wahai Mereka Yang Rebah Di Pintu Jalan

💝Al Ar'aaf : 156 Maka sesungguhnya, Aku telah tetapkan Rahmat-Ku kepada mereka yang bertaqwa dan yang beriman kepada ayat-ayat Kami  

NUR telah hadir namun, ianya tidak di sambut dengan ketetapan yang HAQ

Az Zukhruf : 78

Demi sesungguhnya telah sampai kepada kamu Kebenaran, akan tetapi kebanyakan kamu bukan sahaja menentangnya, tetapi sangat tidak suka kepada jalan kebenaran itu 

Az Zukhruf : 29

Dan mereka tidak akan di azab sehingga datang kepada mereka ayat-ayat kebenaran dan seorang utusan yang menerangkan jalan Tauhid 

Al An'aam : 153

Dan inilah jalan-Ku yang lurus, maka ikuti akan ia, dan jangan kamu ikut selain dari jalan Ku ini, kerana ia akan menceraikan kamu dari jalan-Ku

Ramai rebah di pintu jalan kerana mengambil jalan selain (Dua) dari jalanNya yang (Satu) lalu mencampuradukkannya maka, pintuNya yang Satu di kunci rapat lalu di buka kepada pintu-pintu Dualiti yang penoh dengan kegelapan. 

Al Ahzaab : 4

Ellahu tidak akan jadikan mereka berpengetahuan cemerlang sekiranya di dalam diri mereka ada dua Qolbi

Jika jalan yang Satu kamu jadikan ia Dua, maka hidup pun akan terbelah Dua >> pintu yang di dalamnya silih berganti sifat dualiti. Ketahuilah bahawa Satu itu aman, sejahtera dan bahagia, Dua itu jalan yang penoh goyah >> antara keseronokan dan ancaman!  

>>> sekejab bahagia sekejab anxiety dan kemurungan, sekejab sejahtera sekejab kesempitan dan kesusahan, sekejab sihat sekejab sakit, sekejab baik sekejab buruk sifat, sekejab jelas sekejab blur >>> suruh duduk di jalan yang Satu x mau!

Al Hajj : 46

Sesungguhnya bukan mata yang buta tetapi yang buta ialah Qolbi  

Para wali Ellaha berkata, Qolbi bukan sekadar daging di dada, tetapi pusat kesedaran spiritual dan kefahaman ilmu yang mendalam. Di sinilah aql menerima Cahaya, dan di sini jugalah keimanan seseorang itu hidup atau mati. Apabila Qolbi di sucikan dari sifat dualiti maka aql menjadi lurus, jelas lagi nyata lalu hamba berdiri dengan HAQ. Apabila Qolbi di campuri dengan haq dan batil, aql menjadi licik dan menipu.

An Nisaa : 81

Dan golongan munafik berkata: "Kami taat" kemudian apabila mereka keluar dari majlis mu, segolongan dari mereka memutuskan satu rancangan yang lain. Sedang Ellaha menulis apa yang mereka rancangkan itu. Maka berpalinglah daripada mereka, serta berserah kepada Ellaha; kerana cukuplah Ellaha menjadi Pembela yang memeliharamu dari angkara mereka 

Al A'raaf : 183 

Dan Aku memberi tempoh kepada mereka; sesungguhnya rancangan balasanKu amat teguh

pabila Al Murid menjadi guru

lalu menjauh dari Sang Guru 

sepinya penoh angkara

menDuakan jalanNya yang Satu

mencampori yang HAQ (IlmuNya) dan yang BATIL (ilmu manusia)

lalu mengemudi bahtera mereka yang telah berserah diri pada 2 lautan

dengan syahwat keAkuan dan keAngkuhan Firaun 

bahtera pasti tenggelam

Firaun pasti tenggelam

bersama mereka yang bersekutu

masa dan ketika di tentukan oleh Dia Yang Maha Berilmu lagi Maha Esa 

sesungguhnya kamu telah mencabuli KeEsaanNya 

dan sesungguhnya, tenggelamnya bahtera telahpun terjadi

kepada Al Murid yang lalu

di saksikan oleh mereka yang berilmu

Ayat-ayat amaran Ellaha pasti menjadi nyata ke atas diri kamu, tanpa syak dan tanpa was-was kerana sesungguhnya, perkataanNya adalah benar, janjinya adalah benar dan ianya telah di saksikan oleh mereka yang berilmu dan para KekasihNya. Ketahuilah, setiap angkara tidak ada kesan kepada Sang Guru dan Al Qur'aan tidak beremosi dengan kesombongan kamu dan sesungguhnya, yang rugi hanyalah diri kamu!  

Al Muzzammil : 9

Rabbu El'Mash'riqi Wal' Mag'ribi; tiada tuhan melainkan Dia. Maka ambil-lah Dia sebagai Wakiil kamu  

Al Baqara : 112

Barang siapa yang menyerah wajahnya hanya kepada Ellahi dan bersifat muhsiin, maka dia akan perolehi ganjarannya di sisi Tuhan-nya. Dan tidak ada ketakutan ke atasnya dan tidak akan ia duka nestapa 

Al Kawthar : 2

Maka, serah bulat-bulat menuju kepada Tuhan kamu dan pisahkan diri kamu dari diri kamu 

Qatal-tum naf'sin >> Surah Al Baqara : 72

Wahai Al Murid yang telah berserah diri tetapi sedang mengalami kesempitan dan kesusahan! Rejam diri kamu dan Israa bulat-bulat menuju kepada Tuhan mu. Apabila Dia menjadi Wakil pada segala urusan hidup kamu, maka kamu akan terikat, tertambat, terjerat di dalam keluasan rahmatNya dan kamu akan sentiasa di pelihara dengan cintaNya. 💓

Asy-Syuura : 48

Jika mereka berpaling ingkar, maka Kami tidak mengutus mu (wahai Muhammad) sebagai pengawas terhadap mereka; tugasmu tidak lain hanya menyampaikan apa yang diperintahkan kepadamu. Dan sesungguhnya apabila Kami memberi manusia merasai sesuatu nikmat dari Kami, ia bergembira dengannya; dan sebaliknya jika mereka ditimpa sesuatu kesusahan  di sebabkan dosa-dosa yang telah mereka lakukan, maka mereka segera membantah serta melupakan rahmat yang mereka telah nikmati 

Jika kamu setelah berserah diri lalu memperolehi rahmatNya (gembira, tenang, hidup senang dan sebagainya) dan selepas daripada itu mencampori ilmu yang HAQ dengan ilmu yang BATIL, maka, di kunci nama-namaNya (Cahaya Terang Benderang) dari menerangi hidup mu lalu menjadilah kamu di kalangan golongan yang rugi (Kegelapan) > dari kesenangan dan kejelasan kepada kesempitan, kesusahan, tidak bahagia, blur dan sebagainya akibat dosa yang telah kamu lakukan. 

Al Maaida : 16

Dengan Al Qur'aan Ellaha memimpin ke jalan-jalan keselamatan dan kesejahteraan dengan keredaanNya, dan dengan Al Qur'aan, Dia mengeluarkan kamu dari kegelapan dan masuk ke dalam cahaya yang terang-benderang 

Kembali-lah beriman pada jalan Al Furqaan dan jangan kamu membantah. Al Qur'aan adalah jalan Barakah yang di dalamnya adalah keselamatan dan kesejahteraan hakiki. Hanya ini jalanNya yang Satu >> jalan menuju kejayaan dunia dan akhirat. Tiada jalan lain melainkan jalan Al Furqaan bagi mereka yang telah berserah diri. 

Maka, bertaubatlah dengan taubatan nasuha dan jangan sesekali berani mencampori yang HAQ dan yang BATIL semasa di dalam perjalanan kamu menuju (Israa) kepada Tuhan mu. Sesungguhnya, Dia Maha Menerima Taubat lagi Maha Pengasih. 

Al Baqara : 256

Tidak ada paksaan ke atas cara hidup yang telah di strukturkanNya (Deen)

Namun, tidak ada paksaan pada deen Ellahi. 

Jika kamu tidak mahu kembali ke jalanNya yang Satu, maka, ikut suka kamu-lah pada jalan mana yang hendak kamu pilih dan ambil kerana sesungguhnya tiada paksaan jika kamu tidak mahu sync diri kamu ke atas cara hidup yang di limpahi dengan keberkatan Nur, yang telah di strukturkan oleh Tuhan yang memberi kamu makan dan minum.

Al-An'aam : 122

Dan adakah orang yang lifeless (mati di dalam kehidupan), kemudian Kami hidupkan ia semula dan jadikan ia Cahaya sama seperti yang hidup di dalam kegelapan?

Kamu dapat melihat perbezaan di antara mereka yang mensyukori dan taat pada perintahNya di limpahi dengan barakah, dengan mereka yang kufur ingkar, hanya dengan melihat struktur daun ini! Tidakkah kamu berfikir?

Al Anbiyaa : 21 

Adakah benda-benda dari bumi yang mereka jadikan tuhan-tuhan itu, dapat menghidupkan semula sesuatu yang telah mati?

An Nur : 40

Dan sesiapa yang (Waman) Ellahu tidak (Lam' Lahu) menganugerahkannya (Yaj'äli) Cahaya (Nuuran), maka (Fa) tidaklah ia memperolehi Cahaya (Lahu Maa Min Nuur)

Daun yang di siram dengan Structured Water, di struktur melalui cahayaNya yakni Cahaya yang di pimpin oleh ilmuNya, kuasaNya dan rahmatNya maka menjadilah daun itu segar, hidup dan glowing. Daun yang di sirami Air Paip yang tiada struktur Cahaya kerana dirinya telah di campori dengan apa yang HAQ dan KEBATILAN (kimia tidak baik) lalu menjadilah daun itu lemah, lesu, tidak glowing >> nampak seolah hidup namun jiwa telah mati >> inilah mereka yang mati di dalam kehidupan kerana tiada lagi Cahaya yang di izin untuk menerangi dan memimpin diri mereka! Inilah mereka golongan yang rugi yang disebut-sebut Ellahi. 

😓Jika masih tidak nampak, x tahu-lah nak kata apa lagi!

Al Taghabun : 11

Sesiapa yang beriman hanya kepada Ellaha, Dia akan memimpin hati dengan ilmuNya kerana sesungguhnya, hanya Ellaha Yang Maha Mengetahui akan setiap sesuatu

Pada akhirnya aku sampai kepada Kebenaran, bukan menerusi jalan akal budi serta pengumpulan bukti, melainkan menerusi Nur yang di alirkan Ellahi ke dalam jiwa ku - Imam Al Ghazzali

Qolbi yang tidak di tundukkan kepada wahyu akan menjadi hijab, tetapi jika ia di limpahi Cahaya maka menjadilah diri menuju kepada ma‘rifah. Qolbi perlu berkhidmat kepada Al HAQ, bukan menjadi tuan yang sangat sombong terhadap Qalam Tuhan.

Miracles only happen if you change what your heart, mind and consciousness has driven you into >> chaos, sufferings, pain, poverty, anxiety, kesempitan, tidak bahagia, sentiasa resah, gelisah tanpa sebab, tidak tenang etc.  

If you do not wish to believe and change, well ...... suffer as you pleaseth! Gudnite!

Sekian seadanya.

Hijrah >> From Questioning To Inner Witnessing

RAMAI REBAH DI PINTU JALAN 

O ye who believe! Ask not questions about things which, if made plain to you, may cause you trouble. But ask about things when the Qur'aan is revealed- Al-Maaida 5 : 101

An Nahl : 89

Al Qur'aan is a Guide for those who submit 

I began the hijrah of my soul through the doorway of aql by questioning the norm. For the Qur’aan itself commands: “Will you not reflect? Do they not contemplate?” My questioning was not out of rebellion, but out of longing to know between Al Haq and Al Batiila. 

Likened myself to Young Sheldon 😅, and when questioning again and again, it did not sit well with the Al Taghuts I met in classes I attended. That was when my journey Alone with the Alone begin, no more Al Taghuts and that was the best decision I have ever made.

Al Furqaan : 30

Then the Messenger will say: "O my Lord! Truly my people took the Qur'aan as a constitution that is no longer valid"

When an āyat of the Qur'aan is rehearsed to a Syeikh or a scholar, their tongues hurriedly intercept >> “This means otherwise,” or “This is not how it should be understood.” When quoting Ellaha's commandments in the Qur'aan, some Al Murids refuses to accept saying that it does not coincide with what was prescribed to them in their syariat. Why is there such great denial in His verses? I am confused and these left me utterly flabbergasted. And I wondered, why must His Word be imprisoned by borrowed meanings? 

So I asked myself > if Islam is One deen, why so many divisions? If Truth is One, why the debate and arguments? If amal ibadah from the ways of Al Taghuts is the only true way, why so many Muslims around the world are suffering with humiliation? Hence, I saw that the Qur'aan is One deen One Truth One Reality, but mirrors of perception are different, brain and hearts are many. Therefore, I sensed that disagreement is born when people start to worship and idolize the aql of their understanding instead of surrendering to the One who reveals the One Truth.

An Nisaa : 82

Verily, do they not tadabbur the Qur’aan?  

I started hijrah by scrutinizing the Qur'aan diligently and faithfuly everyday for years, in deep taffakur, longing, yearning and majnun and His Treasures of diamonds and rubies opened right before my very eyes. From that day on, I only follow Al Furqaana as my deen and my guide because it is structured by my Creator who knows me more than any creation does. 

I want to be like the birds, the bees and the ants, the dolphins and whales, the flowers that bloom so much dispersing fragrance of immense sweetness. I want to be like the Sun and the Moon, the Stars and the universe because they all are brimming happily with His treasures and their life is magically woven into His rahmat, transcending beautifully, intelligent beyond human, need not struggle for food enjoying life to the fullest and there is so much Love in the way Ellaha created them that you can clearly see every stroke of life initiated with such exquisite detail > no flaws no grieve! If that is not Love, I don't know what it is. This is LOVE so enormously gigantic and larger than life. Whoever does not want that? 

I am the dust on the path of Muhammad - Rumi

If you want to know your "self" .. study Prophet Muhammad - Ibn Arabi

And when Truth is seen with the eyes of Love, now you will understand when His awliyaa says that God created the heavens and the earth so beautiful for Muhammad >> that is us! We are all His Muhammad, if you have tasted LOVE only then you can understand "Muhammad."

Al Anbiyaa : 105 - 106

The earth (El'Ar'do) will be inherited by (Yarithu-haa) MY servants, the Solehuun (Es'Soalihuun Ebaadi). Indeed (Inna), there is (La) Balaaghan in (Fii) this (Haaza) for (Li) people (Qaw'min) who are the servants of Ellaha (Ääbidiin)

Al Maun : 4

And woe to those Al Mursallin who is not in sync/online/aligned/synchronized/coherent with the Qur'aan

When one's deen and ibadah is sincere and is in sync/coherent/aligned/synchronized, twin-copy paste, online, self-same with the Qur'aan it changes your life in ways unimaginable. And this hijrah continues and flows from noise to absolute silence, from arguments to inner witnessing, from borrowed idol of certainty to direct and total reliance (tawakal) to Ellaha alone. 💓For above every possessor of knowledge is One who is All Knowing All Wise and above All Knowing stands the Knower Himself  >> everything will fanaa and baqaa only His face. And for that matter, I testify that I am a servant of Ellaha and Al Qur'aanan for as long as my soul lives.

Al Maaida : 16

With the Qur'aan, Ellaha guideth those who seek His pleasure to ways of peace and safety, and lead them out of darkness, by His will, unto the Light, guideth them to a siraat that is straight

I was stamped as SESAT, WAY OUT OF PATH! just because I follow the ways of the Qur'aan, in a fanatic kind of way 💓 Way out of whose path, may I ask? The path of the common run or His path? But when asked questions from ayaats I gave, silence became their only word. When a debate is lost, slander become their only tool! 

Az Zumar : 61

And Ellaha will save those who fear, always aware and take heed of Him alone (Attaqwa) to their place of safety, condition of success (Mafaazati-him')

No evil will touch them. Nor will they ever grieve

Ellaha, He is the Creator of all things

And He is Al Wakiil > our Trustee, our Disposer of Affairs, our Guardian

To Him belong the keys of the heaven and the earth

And they who disbelieve in His verses, it is they who are the losers!

Now let this sink in!!!

Muhammad broke many idols in the world, so that religious

communities were only saying, "O our Sustaining Lord!"

If it had not been for Muhammad's efforts, you also would have

worshiped idols like your ancestors 

Maulana Jalaluddin Rumi

Narrated by `Umar r.a :

I heard the Prophet saying, "Do not exaggerate in praising me as the Christians praised the son of Mary, for I am only a Slave. So, call me the Slave of Illahi and His Apostle"

Sahih Bukhari 3445. Book 60, Hadith 115

Here are the Questions asked that fell silent to this very day  ..... unveiled >>

What the Prophet has warned us about!

What Ellaha says about taqlid!

Surah 43 Az Zukruf : 14 - 15 & 19 is in sync and tally with Yunus 10 : 10 when Ellaha says, at the end of their dakwaan is "all praises belong to Rabbul'aalaamiin" yet they praises other than He >> 

Figuring out the meaning of Yunus 10 : 10 by establishing His ayaats and formed them into a picture, this is what I saw and understood about llahuma > 2 gods in our tahiyyat and using my aql in a taffakur kind of way and asking, "did the Prophet said the same word in his tahiyyat since the Prophet said to follow his way of solaat?" Can anyone answer me with a proof and hujah from His Qalam and not that of the qalam of man, since the qalam of man in no way can delete the Qalam of Ellaha!

Yunus : 11 says about Yunus 10 clearly, without a doubt.

Your zahir and batin did not stand, ruku and sujud firmly in your soul when you recite Al Fatiha 5 times a day if you take other god as your wakil, Al Taghuts, syariat of man and put them besides Ellaha and His syariat whilst He is the One and Only Al Wakil. Did you not even reason?

Al Ankabuut : 63

Dan sesungguhnya jika engkau bertanya kepada mereka yang musyrik itu: "Siapakah yang menurunkan hujan dari langit, lalu Ia hidupkan dengannya tumbuh-tumbuhan di bumi sesudah matinya?" Sudah tentu mereka akan menjawab: "Ellahi." Ucapkanlah: "Alhamdulillah" (sebagai bersyukur di atas pengakuan mereka) namun, kebanyakan mereka tidak memahami hakikat tauhid dan pengertian syirik

At Tauba : 33

Orang musyrik tidak menyukai syirik di hapuskan 

I tell you this, I witness in real time how friends and some Al Murids, turning their faces away when only Ellaha is mentioned. And I told myself, to bring His Truth to hardwired brains is a great and a difficult task and them not accepting His Word makes me speechless. Who in the right mind would deny His verses by reasons that His verses does not tally with what their forefathers had taught them?

Al An'aam : 107

Dan jika Ellaha menghendaki, nescaya mereka tidak mempersekutukanNya; dan Kami tidak menjadikan kamu wahai Muhammad penjaga dan pengawal mereka, dan kamu bukan wakil mereka

Following authority>>

And those who follow blindly (taqlid buta); We sent not a messenger except that they said: "Verily, we only follow the ways of our forefathers" - Az-Zukhruf : 23

Walis of Ellaha said "faith inherited without understanding is fragile when tested." For them, true belief must be "strengthened through deep tafakkur" until it matures into Al Yakin. Honest questioning does not weaken faith; rather, it purifies it from taqlid > imitation and habit.  Knowledge without humbleness is a veil. Once learning feeds a seeker's arrogance, it distances the seeker from the Real and the Truth.

An Nisaa : 45

Ellaha is enough for a Protector, and Ellaha is enough for a Helper

An Nisaa : 132

Ellaha is sufficient as a Guardian (it is He who governs and have control over all things)

On you shall have no fear nor shall you ever grieve (Qs 10 : 62; Qs 2 : 62). This is a promise made by Our Creator, if we submit to Him alone. Yet look at the news! What happened to nations when they hand over their overall affairs in the hands of man and the Al Taghuts? There are only sorrow, chaos, humiliation and sufferings whilst animals eat, love, sing, dance and play. How can you not see? Do you not even ponder nor reflect?  

Al-Anfaal : 53 

Because Ellaha will never change the grace which He hath bestowed on a people until they change what is within their own souls (consciousness)

No problem can be solved from the same consciousness that created it - Albert Einstein

A problem cannot be solved by the same mindset and consciousness that causes it. When the inner state changes, guidance and clarity unfolds.

He is the One and Only Guide and Protector

Therefore, let Al Fatiha Al Ikhlaas An Nas stand firm in your very soul if you are siddiq.

Al Fatiha : 5 >> I seek help only from YOU  

Al Ikhlaas : 1 - 2 >> Huwa'llahu Ahad Ellahu As Somaadu

An Naas : 5 & 6 >> You are the Rabb, there is no doubt

Al Baqara : 282

Ettaqu'llah, and He will teach you  

Although all of the above questions fell silence until today, it was the greatest hikmah. It is due to their silence that I turned only to Ellaha for the Truth, begging Him to teach me. Alhamdulillah 💓 Subhanallah. 💓 This is the hijrah of my life >> stop asking human beings, start asking Ellaha who is All Hearing All Seeing All Knowing.

Al Baqara : 128

My doa when my questions fell silent, and turning to Him was the best decision I ever made.

"O' my Rabb Ar Rahmaan Ar Raheem! Accept me amongst those who submit to You and make those of my descendants umat that submit only to You and show me Your syariat and ibadah that You redha and forgive me my past and accept my sincere repentance, for You are Oft Returning Most Merciful

Ellahu Al Hakim Al Aliim Ar Rasyid the All Knowing Creator. I learned that "guidance is not inherited, nor memorized, nor debated .. it is bestowed upon those who seek." So yeah, why argue over many paths when the Beloved is always calling you through your pain, suffering and questioning! Awliyaa of Ellaha tells us that Truth never come through arguments and debates are all but noise. Light do not argue nor debate, it illuminates! When Ellaha casts Light upon our chest, who can overturn it? My father always said, do not stop at any signpost, walk until He reveal the Truth in your Liqaa with Ellaha.

Keep questioning until the Truth stands firm in your very soul! Pure intention determines the outcome. A question born of humility open doors of Siddiqin; a question born of ego erects walls or hijaab. The Qur’aan does not awaken insaan through coercion, but through an inquiry >> "Will you not use your reason?” Questions are not meant to win arguments, but to stir the dormant soul into awareness of the Real the Truth. A mind that never migrates becomes a prison; a mind that asks sincerely becomes a path, said Syaikh Abdul Qadir Al Jilani.

When not-knowing gives birth to surrender, it becomes an opening. True wisdom appears when one dares to say inwardly: I do not know, therefore O my Rabb, teach me what I know not.  

Inner Witnessing

Al Fussilat : 53

We will show them Our signs in the horizon and within their consciousness until it becomes manifest to them that the Qur'aan is the Truth 

>>> dari hurof menjadi makna, lalu makna di izin menjadi nyata di dalam diri kamu!

An Nahl : 43

And (Wa) We did not (Maa) send (Ar'sal'naa) before you (Min Qab'li-ka) except (illa) those entrusted with prominent knowledge (Rijaalan) upon whom (ilai'him) We inspired (Nuuhii). Ask (Fas'aluu') of the Ahlul Dhk'ri (Ah'laz' Dhk'ri), if (In) you do (Kuntum') not (Laa) know (Ta'lamuun) 

A Guide who has journeyed inwardly with not only the gift of inner witnessing but witness with his eyes (kasyaf) whose faces are bright and whose faces are black. These are the ones who has "left the house" (Al Israa). Such a Guide has witnessed within him His ayats and other ayats became Nur Penyaksian, not through learning from the opinions of others but by clear signs of His ayats rehearsed in real time within his consciousness (anfusihim) soul (Wal Mi'raj). 

Al Hajj : 6

Dia Yang Maha Benar perkataanNya  

With these witnessing, he declares "my Rabb, Your word is the Truth, Your promises are True" and that in itself makes him fear Ellaha the most. Wahai Rabb, perkataan Mu benar, janji Mu benar and let my entry be amongst those who submit and those who are siddiq.  

Az Zumar : 9

Katakanlah lagi (kepadanya): "Adakah sama orang-orang yang mengetahui dengan orang-orang yang tidak mengetahui?"

His awliyaa was able to see with inner clarity the universe as a vast, readable book bursting forth wisdom and they knew the heart as a polished mirror. Both pointed to One Truth and that One reality is not possessed but it is unveiled! As the aql migrates, questions themselves transform. When inner witnessing is gifted upon you, you will finally see clearly that there is only One Truth and One reality and that is all you need to enter into maqam Al Yakin. You stand firm in your faith which become stronger than steel. In this regard, you are forever willing to stand for the Truth, even if the Truth kills you!

And when you stand firm in His Truth after the witnessing, you will no longer be afraid to bring forward His Truth and to declare, "Come! let us gather together, our sons and your sons, our women and your women, ourselves and yourselves: Then let us earnestly pray, and invoke the curse of Ellahi on those who lie!" If any one disputes in this matter with thee, now after (full) knowledge Hath come to thee! - Al-I'Imraan : 61. Hence, no soul should be afraid to declare this, if one is siddiq!

Hijrah of the soul does not change or add nor delete amal ibadah that has already been prescribed and that has already been established. But there is no syariat and ibadah than the ways already prescribed and ordained by Ellaha (syariati'lillahi) and the safest Way for me is to follow closely His Word because amal ibadah depends only upon the redha of Ellaha. And when He redha, everything is magical and life become a blessing and a miracle.💖

An-Nuur : 41 

Seest thou not that it is Ellaha Whose praises all beings in the heavens and on earth do celebrate, and the birds with wings outspread? Each one knows its own mode of solaat and tasbih 

Birds and other living beings are prescribed ways of solaat and tasbiih and they did not go beyond the limit within which He has ordained them to do, rather they submit faithfully with obedience without adding nor delete what was commanded upon them and that is what I did! I follow closely (salu) the ways of Prophets - Al An'aam : 90 (how they behave, how they doa etc) and I follow the behaviors of birds, the bees, the ants and all living being of the heaven and the earth, because they taught me how to submit to the One and Only faithfully and with total obedience. Birds are not afraid to fly high in the sky, winds and clouds became their friend, nothing seems to hold them. But humans, they scream and is completely shaken just by a mere turbulence. The birds tawakal towards Ellaha ... is beyond what our minds can comprehend. 

Al-Kauthar : 2  

Therefore, submit (your whole self) to your Lord and cut, disconnect and break it (self) off   

Only when the ego "self" or said in another way, when the "Firaun" in your naf obliterates, His ilm' flows and only then miracles happen!

The problem is not absence of knowledge, but the veils of the seeker. Knowledge arises when the heart no longer claims “I know” - ergo the Ego self. The heart become a locus where meaning reveals itself. In such a state, the servant does not possess knowledge rather, knowledge passes through him, as light passes through a glass without leaving a trace of ownership. Hence, knowing becomes "being made known" >> when ego dissolves, reality speaks. Therefore, blessed are those who purifies himself.

We live in a fantasy world, a world of illusion. The greatest task in life is to find Reality  

- Iris Murdoch